#29201 - “You’ll be there won’t you Jane?” I look up confused “Hey earth to Jane” Carl laughs putting his arm round my shoulder, the sudden contact makes me jump causing his arm to slide from me and a hurt look to come over him “Hey I’m sorry” he tries to laugh it off holding his hands up in front of him in surrender I stop in my tracks causing the three of them to stop and look at me “No I’m sorry Carl I was miles away and wasn’t listening, you scared me but that was no excuse to flinch like that” I say slowly forcing myself to place my hand on his shoulder and removing it as quickly as I can without it looking strange “What was you saying Ben? I will be where?” I ask moving down the road again “I was just saying about my birthday next week” he says, I can feel his eyes on me watching me closely “Sure I’ll be there what do you have planned?” I say plastering on a smile to make them feel better. Don’t. Maybe if he was just a normal boy my age, maybe if he was Ben I wou